比喻美德

i pack the house and do chores but my stupid brother messes everything up, my brother only uses my comp, sleep and lazes around, he's only nice to me when he wants to use the computer, ok fine he's nice at times too but other than that he's a fucking pig... when i clear up the coffee table, he just messes it back up again. he puts his stupid cups and papers and also his tissues that he never bothers to throw away.

i help mop the floor and sweep the floor and tbh i'm the only one in this family other than my father or mother doing it. my sister goes to school, comes back and if she's happy she'll be nice and if she's not, she'll be grouchy and moody, then if we do something wrong, she blows the whole shit up, she goes out and she rarely does chores ever since i started being able to do chores

i normally pack the house in the afternoon so mean while i let my brother use the computer, after that i'll let him use till evening so he won't complain that i didn't let him use enough or some shit, then i'll use the comp at night and daddy would come home and see me using the computer so he'll think i've using the computer all day. if my dad's unhappy, he'll get angry and all and scold us for not packing but actually i packed in the afternoon and the son of a gun brother of mine messes it up in the evening, then my dad will go on about how i used the computer then entire day and if i were to 'argue'/'reply'/'talkback', to him i'd be giving him excuses and shit so in other words no matter what i do it's pointless

of course i'm so angry right now i'm so so so fucking angry and i can only cry and also, it's pointless to talk to anyone about this cause so what if they understand me, what's 'understanding' gonna help??????????????